Tuesday, April 1, 2008

void.

so tonight was the honors recital. I wore my new shirt :-).

it was the most crazy thing that I've ever experienced, though. I'd practiced my song enough times that I could play it easily. so when I went out there I wasn't too concerned about what I was going to play. I cleared everything from my mind, to concentrate on the music. I wanted to experience this.


oddly enough though I seemed to clear absolutely everything from my mind. I honestly don't remember thinking anything while I was sitting there on that piano bench. nothing but crap where I am when I messed up on my song. I played like a robot.


no thoughts. I don't know, it was weird.

2 comments:

Candace said...

you were meditating, i guess. on accident. which is cool. i can't do that anytime which is why i am an insomniac sometimes.

i liked your shirt.

Fodoz said...

wait...so did you actually mess up? i'm confused.