graduation.

so the prospect of leaving high school is becoming increasingly overwhelming lately. I've just become so accustomed to going to that brick building everyday for four years; it's quite comfortable.

but life doesn't let you get comfortable. which is a good thing. but I guess the thing I'm most afraid of is losing all of my friends and people I've gotten to know over the last umpteen years of my life. (yes I realize that because I'm going to Lincoln that half of my friends are coming with me.) but just that feeling of not having the luxury of seeing someone everyday makes me sad.

and I feel like I take each day for granted now, knowing that they are some of my last. my grandmother is having her 55th high school reunion next month. 55 years. that seems so crazy. I try to imagine what my friends will be like in a 55 years and it blows my mind. that is such a long time.

I just forgot where I was going with this, but it seems about done anyway, so.
I hope I make the best of the rest of my time with my peers.