as a disclaimer, I got my wisdom teeth out on monday, so I've been sitting around doing nothing and thinking a lot. while on the subject, I think I'm recovering pretty well, I had people over monday night already and I was talking and moving with ease, but by now I feel like things are dragging on forever and I can't even use a straw for two weeks and there's just a bunch of crazy stuff but I guess it's all for the better. I need to make sure I take my time and not rush this.
unlike some other parts of life.
do you ever feel like you're growing a lot and moving on from who you used to be, and then before you know it, you've slipped back to where you started?
that's how I feel right now. I almost feel like I rushed myself into something without thinking about. even worse, I thought I had thought about it. but now I find myself struggling to find a place of comfort. maybe this is how it's supposed to be. how should I know? it's been years. maybe I'm just wimping out because I don't want to adjust. but also maybe I don't know if this is important enough for me to adjust to.
even worse, I'm moving out friday and that's just going to add another layer of confusion to this cake. yikes.
I feel like a mess right now.
hopefully I can patch things together.
anyway. I'll be back soon.
